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(Dream A Dream)

the bitch is BACK! [12 Jul 2006|10:03am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I stumbled onto livejournal again today while im at work, back at my pool managing it for the summer, so i thought i would post. why the fuck not? im in summer school to ease my courseload for fall/winter/spring and im loving it. summer school is sooooooo much better. I believe it is due to the obscene amount of work in such little time. That my dears, is my specialty. my other specialty is freaking the fuck out when i get behind as well) but i finished one course already, aced it, because it was a snap. what else? i look like a boy, my hair is REALLY short, but its awesome, it takes me all of two minutes in the morn to russle my hair and im out the door. FUCK YEAH!
Im also going to see spamalot this saturday. i canNOT wait! its a musical based on Monty Python and the Holy Grail.
Alright anywhoooo Im going to go up on deck, take attendance and tackle the Bronze medallion shit spinal rollovers.

ciao bellas

(Dream A Dream)

PICS! [17 Aug 2005|09:42am]
[ mood | tired ]

Seeing as how I am technologically RETARDED I am going to give you a website to see me climbing!


Click on "gallery", then "climbing" then "outdoor" then "old baldy 2005 08 01"
Im featured (lol) on pages 3, 4, and 5.

(Dream A Dream)

and its BEEN a while.... [16 Aug 2005|12:42pm]
I havent posted in a very very very long time.
Things have been absolutely crazy!!!!
Training is going well, ive lost A LOT of poundage along the way too. SOOOOO good cuz i was getting to be a porker there for a while. (and for anyone who wants to rebut, i weighed 160lbs so shut the HELL up)
I havent spent a weekend at home in 4 weeks, i have been up at lions head or baldy camping for the weekend but climbing every day. CLIFF CLIMBING PEOPLE!!!! not the wussy indoors stuff that jackie and I still do....lol and like Susie would say "Do you know how to sew? CUZ IM RIPPPPPPED!!!"

Some funny shit from the weekends, dedicated to my BABY Chris (tee hee)

-MY FUCKING FEET HURT! (kicks the rock)
-"So i was traversing down the line to get my coffee..."
-Why in the hell would she clean that climb with draws instead of daisy chains!!! WTF????

Ok i want to go tan (at work hahahahahahaha) so im outtie)

(Dream A Dream)

blah blah blah [12 May 2005|12:29pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

So two fucked up dreams in a row.

1. night before last: I dreamt that my mother was sent to the hospital, but i never saw her again until her funeral. My mother died. Then im in the kitchen looking at her pictures, bawling my eyes out. I woke up crying.

2. last night: I was being chased by god knows who, and these people were trying to kill me. i remember climbing out my bedroom window and running through the neighbourhood backyards...and the unrelentless feeling of being chased. I woke up in the coldest sweat ever.


I cant wait for this day to be over.
I need sleep!

(6-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

oy. [09 May 2005|01:17pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

ITs my birthday today and im at work....

oh boy

(Dream A Dream)

[08 May 2005|09:08am]
[ mood | amused ]

Chris, remember how i said that the love was at infinity to the power of infinity?
YEAH WELL after this weekend, it has gone spiraling down to only 90. YOURE ONLY AT 90% LOVE CUTIE PIE!

You gotta lotta work to do boy.

(Gotta love managers training on a saturday lol)

(1-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

what a sad life i lead.... [06 May 2005|01:26pm]
[ mood | sad ]


But i can just tell you that its going to be the shittiest birthday weekend ever. I cant go out tonight because I have to drive my dad to my grandmothers at 530 in the am, then i have training with chris and kevin at 930 in the am. I cant go out saturday night either because i work at 8 in the am on sunday, then i work on monday....I WORK ON MY ACTUAL BIRTHDAY UNTIL 8!!! WTF DUDE??? I work all week, except for wednesday, then next weekend is the same, because i have to baby sit on saturday until midnight. SHITTIEST BIRTHDAY EVER!

WILL SOMEONE PLEASE KIDNAPP ME??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

What a sad, sad life i lead.
Sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad,

(2-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

ohhh work weekend work weekend i love yoouuuu [04 May 2005|02:00pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

Wow I had the most amazing F-in time at work weekend! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUN! Pat and Kevs dad, stepmom and a couple of their friends own a resort on lake Dalrymple, with like 23+ cottages, so every spring they get it ready for the summer and every october they close it up. So anywhoo everyone in our group usually goes up, ie Ali, Pat, Kev, Mo, jackie, Meegs, Adam, SeannyO, SteveO, and then the people that i met when i went up last weekend, Cory, brenden, stacy, and michelle....thats it i THINK. if i left anyone out im sorry. we all go up and help open it up and get it ready and in return we get to party it up for the weekend So everyone was drunk THE ENTIRE WEEKEND!!! some insiders from the weekend:

Spitting alcohol into SeannyO's face
Everyone naked except Ali!
Pats "Show"
SteveO's naked spread fall!
Hootie McBoob....OH HOOTIE!
Paintbrushes and Penises!
Ceasars at 11am causing...
Drunken ladder fun
Washing windows in the rain
Reinforcement from SeannyO

Im going to explain the paintbrushes and Penises one to you all, because it was the funniest thing in the world. We were all painting the outside window sils (bad drunken idea after the ceasars btw) and we kept comparing the paintbrushes to all the guys' penises! we had this SMALL ASS skinny paintbrush that looked like one a kindergarten kid would use for "art time". I shall leave it up to you to what penis we dubbed that paintbrush. I KNOW ALI KNOWS!!!!!! BAHA HA HA HA AHAHAHAHA! I had such FUN! it was honestly the first weekend i actually genuinely had FUN. i needed it too.

AND I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY THAT I LOVE CHRISTOPHER INFINITY TO THE POWER INFINITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT EVEN A BIT LESS THAN I LOVED HIM BEFORE! thank you thank you thank you for coming back early and keeping me out of the water!!! (thatll teach you to say you love me a little bit less, you bad, bad man.)

(2-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

lions and tigers and bears...OH MY!!! [24 Apr 2005|10:00am]
[ mood | awake ]

So my weekend was dull. except for the part where Vanessa came down friday night and we went to see Mat, Jon, Lenn, and Matt play an accoustic set. VERY F-IN AWESOME I MUST SAY. Wrekked has improved like 200% not that they werent good before, but wow. It was raining that night though, and it was at revival, which is on college st just before shaw. Jesus H Christ we could not find it for the life of us, and since i have been sick forever, being wet with no coat on didnt exactly help the proceedings of my health. So we came home relatively early, and ness slept over, left early in the morn, around 10 and i lazed around all saturday morning, trying to feel better because The titty sisters were supposed to go to Rico. Didnt happen. I was actually planning to spend the night with Brian, but my parents went out for dinner and left me stranded at home anyways, so i just stayed in and coughed up a lung. ARG at least work week is next weekend,(yay boozing! and painting!) and Jason emailed everyone and said that he and brandon were organizing a camping trip to sibblad point in june. SO EXCITED! havent been to sibblad point since last summer when we visited OAT!
Someone is screaming on my deck.
Gotta go check.

(Dream A Dream)

oh my GOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD leave me alone. [19 Apr 2005|05:19pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

So Bartender/manager Dan calls me last night. i will now refer to him as Dan S.


"I miss you, im going to Cuba on friday, i want to see you before then, i quit my job at philthys BLAH BLAH BLAHBLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

Dont you have a girlfriend Wacko? Stop bothering me. I called Khaz to say hi and all, and to tell him that i was feeling better and stuff, and let me tell you this was 5 minutes later, MY CALL WAITING BEEPS. IT WAS F-IN DAN AGAIN!!!


"I couldnt go five minutes without hearing your voice" BLAH BLAH BLAH SUCK IT UP I AM NEVER GOING TO FALL FOR YOUR BULLSHIT. You have a girlfriend (i think but she probably got scared off or whatever), so go fuck her brains out and leave me the fuck alone.

So im at work and ive been sick for about 5 days. I got someone to cover for me last night, and that was good cuz i slept in, and just did nothing for a day. Tomorrow ill be the same thing. AND IM GETTING BETTER!!!!!! so rest really DOES help you get better. Whaddya know??? w00t!

OOH OOH Christopher is done exams, and he said i could corrupt him. YAY!! LOTS o CORRUPTION FOR CHRIS! Sarah and Kevin and I have a GREAT plan to fuck him over...and if youre reading this, DONT GET SCARED! lol
were just joking about the fucking you over part.....OR ARE WE??? DUM DUM DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUM!

ok im way to F-in hyper for this so im going to say Chow.

(1-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

jimmy, tbs, sicklies, and more.... [15 Apr 2005|06:53am]
[ mood | sick ]

So the Jimmy Eat World and Taking Back Sunday concert was awesome. They played really well and it was such a good set. however i wouldve liked "sweetness" to have been played earlier instead of RIGHT at the end. boo. however, either due to the mob of people throwing water and sneezing and coughing or my children at the pool sneezing and coughing on me, i am now sick. It really feels like allergies actually, and it is the season, change of weather and all that, but who knows im not taking any chances. Im ODing on allergy meds AND taking buckleys cold and flu tablets. Damn straight people, i will be drugged up enough to actually be chipper when i teach today. BTW its like 630 in the am i got to the pool at 6 and the deck was a MESS!!! we had a pool fouling last night right at the end of lessons (aka some kid ralphed in the water) and kevin was covering my guarding shift from 630 until 1030pm, so after i got everything sorted out i left for my BLT class and i asked him to clean up the EXTREMELY messy deck. I came in this morning and Jim (the head maintenance guy) was like, did a tornado hit here last night or what? THE DECK WAS STILL MESSY! if you want something done here, i swear, you gotta do it yourself. So at 620am i cleaned the entire deck by myself. Im not too pleased. fuckers.
Kill me i cant breathe.
Tonight i am supposed to go to Dans bday party (khaz's friend not philthys dan) then go back to waterloo. Im not too sure if im up for that i spent all of last night watching movies because i couldnt get to sleep because i was sitting upright so i could sort of breathe. Not one WINK people. NOT ONE.
Im going to keel over today i just know it.

fuck allergies and fuck sickness.

(5-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

[07 Apr 2005|08:06pm]

(5-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

ohhhhh how i love relaxing vacations [31 Mar 2005|11:17am]
[ mood | bouncy ]


It was a fuckin AMAZING trip. ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!!!! the beaches were fantastically beautiful, i got BURNED like no hell, everyone was friendly, the drinks were free, i lost some weight because i only ate shredded cucumbers everyday with some bread, but fuck man, THE TRIP WAS AWWWWWEEEESSSSSOOOMMMMEEE.

And now i am back at the pool. Ick. Heads meeting tonight plus some guarding. waa hoooo.

(4-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

Last night (which i cant remember much??) [13 Mar 2005|09:32am]
[ mood | hungry ]

So YESTERDAY i went to the performance of the Chinese NAtional Acrobatic thing. IT was awesome, but i was expecting a little more at the end. Its my dads birthday on the 22nd, but im leaving for Cuba on that day so he wanted to go see this performance so my mom and I bought him the tickets and we went. CANT WAIT TO GET TO CUBA!

sorry had to throw that in. Anywhoooo last night Nanette called me and said that the titty sisters were going dancing at a HOT latin club called Rico!!! So of course, i was in. I LOVE latin dancing. So we get there, Nanette, Hev, Ali and this other girl, leeanne. Its Ali's birthday next week so we also celebrated THAT. we drank SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much. Not even funny. The guys there leave you alone too. Like this guy comes up to Ali and me and were like, its a girls night so were going to get our girls. He smiled, said ok and backed off. IT WAS AWESOME so we all danced the night away. Love it because all the guys KNOW how to dance. Like choreographed latin dancing. There was one guy i danced with, dont know if i ever caught his name it was so loud, but he was an AMAZING dancer! he was portugese. AWESOME. Woke up sooooo hungover this morning and was almost late for work. christ. I dont even have a headache i just have that nauseated feeling, plus im hungry as hell, and my legs and whole body hurts from dancing so much. Who needs the gym? Go to fuckin Rico. They also had this tranvestite show in the middle, SUCH A GOOD SHOW i fuckin love this place its our new titty sister hangout once a month from now on.

Yeah so i bought two tickets to Jack. Hopefully Derek will want to come with me, but if he doesnt, i'll need to find a partner in crime.

(4-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

WOW!! [06 Mar 2005|10:35am]
[ mood | amused ]

what are the theme songs of your life?
Full Name
love life theme song like a virgin- madonna
social status theme song sell out- reel big fish
school life theme song too cool for school- fountains of wayne
party life theme song party my house be there- mxpx
your theme song santeria- sublime
This QuickKwiz by lovemycr85 - Taken 1752 Times.
New - Help with love and dating!

This is so true, except for the like a virgin part...LOL but SANTERIA!!!!!! I LOVE SUBLIME!!!!!

(2-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

phiiiillllttthhhyyysss [04 Mar 2005|08:31am]
[ mood | energetic ]

So yesterday was my long day, but Lisa R and I had plans to go to Philthys. So i got off at 1030 cuz i was heading for Aly Pyper, got home at around 11pm, and Lisa came over at 1115 while i was straightening my short SHORT hair. lol its like a shag carpet! ha! So we get there and Dan is at the door, so we didnt have to pay (my beef with him is still existent, but not as much anymore) so we got to the bar and had a seat and started drinkin. I was wearing my new GUESS? green tube top with pink writing "REFORMED SCHOOL GIRL" with tiny pink rhinestones spread around and my new bandeau with my seven jeans. I dare say i looked pretty damn hot. for once. lol. So we danced, drank, came back upstairs, and WHO THE FUCK DO I SEE BUT UNKIE WES!!!!!! WESSSSSSSS!!!!!!! He was part of the York crew i used to hang out with a drink with and play Euchre with!!! i gave him THE hugest hug, the poor man was soooo sauced. ha. Hes going to be a cop, and when i told him i was going to be a paramedic he kissed me on the forehead and told me that we'd be working side by side. I love Wes. Like SOOOOO much he is the most genuinely nicest guy you will ever meet. He used to do ANYTHING for us at York (hes like 23 hes not an old man if youre wondering) When we were stranded, he would pick us up and drive us home. If we were out of cash, he would buy the Alkie and Cigs. HES JUST THE BEST. It was funny cuz when i hugged him i jumped on him and wrapped my legs around his waist, you should have SEEN Dans face....HAHAHAHAHAHAHA jealous mother fucker can lick my nuts. After about an hour, Lisa and I decided to go home, she was sleeping at my house cuz we both had work (at leaside) at 7am. of course. We were whispering until like 3am I WAS SO HURTING TODAY. Not from the alcohol cuz i only had like 3 drinks but i AM SO OVERTIRED!!!!

(1-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

Ahhhhh the power or being bored at work [01 Mar 2005|05:03pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

So im sitting in the office, munching on a ceasar salad, contemplating the meaning of my life.


FUCK THAT lol Im sitting in the office, munching on a ceasar salad (with nothing fun, just romain lettuce,CUCUMBER dressing and veggies) wishing, WISHING TO GOD THAT IT WAS A HUGE BACON CHEESEBURGER. Fuck me and my obsession with getting healthy and attaining a better looking body. ARG. I think i'll move on to my apple and yogurts now. It unbelievable how guilty i feel whenever i stray from health. Like last tuesday, John and I went to Wendys and I broke down and got 6 nuggets. I ate one and spit it out and told John to eat the rest. He like, yelled at me and told me i was going down the path to anorexia. I told him IVE ALREADY GONE DOWN THAT PATH AND I WOULD KNOW IF I WAS GOING AGAIN SO SHUT THE FUCK UP. lol I felt so guilty eating that damn nugget. Jeez i think im a health nut....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! oh well im not totally obsessed. I dont count calories or look at the ingredients or anything before i eat it. Ive got abs though....i have like this little two pack thats showing up. I know i had abs before but they were covered up by this layer of pure fat....lol
Ok kiddies im out.
Happy Belated Birthday to Elana!!

(1-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

*CREAM* [25 Feb 2005|07:28am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

If there is any way that i can earn, lets say....(hmmmmm DODGE VIPER, $127,000 fully loaded would be about $180,000?) so $200,000 before the summer, someone PLEASE tell me. Maybe i can whore myself twice for $100,000 each time....LOL im not THAT good or THAT worth it.

Im just looking at the sweet SWEET pictures of my VIPER on the auto show home page. OYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I want that car. I would actually faint if i won it in the draw.

(Dream A Dream)

weekend re-visited [21 Feb 2005|12:22pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Lets re-cap, shnall we?
I worked until 11, had kevin cover for the rest of the day, had a doctors appointment at 12:45 so i went to the gym for an hour. Met Lisa R at Eglinton Square, to drop off my film and buy another camera and shop at la senza, bought a new bra/underwear set (yeah im obsessed). THEN WE WENT TO THE AUTO SHOW BABY!!!! we saw all the sic ass cars, especially MY DODGE VIPER BITCH! I used up THE whole camera taking pictures of the sweet SWEET rides. We made a new friend there, his name is Richard, more on him later. So we had dinner, there, i bought a playboy bunny pink rhinestoned belly ring and then we left. As soon as i got hom, i packed and went up to Vanessas for the Horse show that started the next morning. When i got there they were setting up the jumps in the arena, so i threw on three pairs of sweatpants and two hoodies and went to work. then we all crashed. Fuckin hard ass work, settin up jumps.

Got up at 7am, had a shower, went over to the barn to set more shit up. My job at the barn was to be the resident Medic, and ride Max in the walk/trot/canter and the jumper division. So the horse show went very well, SINCE I CAME FIRST IN THE WALK TROT CANTER AAAAAAND THE JUMPER DIVISION!!!! i have never shown a horse before, this was my frist time, arent you proud??????????? So after the show we had to clean up, and cleaning up the barn consists of:
-mucking out 16 stalls and disinfecting them all.
-cleaning up the muck on the floor and putting it in the gator and dumping each load
-shipping shavings to the stalls and spreading them out
-feeding the horses
-watering the horses-hay in each horses stall
-bringing the horses in from the paddocks and putting them back in their respective stalls.
This workout is equivalent to 12 hours at the gym...IN ONE DAY
I fuckin CRASSSSSSHED that night, we ordered in chinese (meaning picked it up, Vanessa lives in Kendall (orono)

On sunday we did the same thing at the barn that we did the previous day. Vanessa drover me hom at around 6 and then dropped me off at the auto show again, where i met up with Lisa R, Nerissa, Ev and Ner's boyfriend. The guy, Richard, let us in for free so we didnt have to pay, then he asked me out in front of all of us. I was thouroughly impressed. The kid had balls. Whatever.
Im at work and im fuckin tired.

(1-Fell Unconscious | Dream A Dream)

ENGAGED!!!!!! [15 Feb 2005|04:13pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

One of my best friends, Allison Cornellier, IS NOW ENGAGED!!!!!! Her boyfriend, Pat proposed to her on the weekend, valentines day weekend, HOW SWEET! im soooooooooooooooooooo excited for them!

Heres how the whole crew knows each other:
Vanessa is my best friend, and she is going out with Kevin, who is pats brother, who is now engaged to Ali. Mo is Ali's best friend and used to work with Vanessa, and Nanette is Mo's sister. Heather is nanette and Ali's friend and together heather, nanette, Ali and I are the titty sisters, and we are all friends with Syl and Andrea, Billy, Seannyo, Cathy, etc.


Ok i gotta calm down.

AH FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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